Indestructible

I am indestructible. I am not a good man or a bad man. I am one of the greatest men that walk this earth. I'm the greatest guy that any girl could look for. However, no one looks for me. I feel lonely yet i don't at the same time. My family thinks i'm a piece of shit. But I am not. I am indestructible because my emotions were stolen from me. My heart is no longer here. It went missing the minute my son reached this planet. This feeling of emptiness will always remain with me until the day I die. Death is inevitable, so it could happen tomorrow, it could happen during my sleep, it could happen next year. I will never know. But I will die knowing. This isn't the first time I died. I will always know, I died, October 7th, 2009. As far as I know, I am still dead. I will not return to life until everything is perfect. But when everything is perfect may never happen. But hopefully it will be soon enough. Today, I began thinking of possible candidates for a next girlfriend. But the list is bigger than anyone can imagine. If you think you are on the list message me. But I may only say maybe. Even though it is only a possibility. So if anyone believes they are on the list go ahead try to find out. But chances are, you are on the list. But every detail effects the list. So, even though you may think I'm a bad person, you do not know me. The details of my life are only told to those whom I trust with it and those who will think positively toward me after words. Even if you find out and talk shit on me, I know its not true because I am Indestructible.